conflict

Have you ever feel like you're too old to deal with some petty shits cause i do. What the fuck is wrong with everyone around me. I hardly made any new friends in real life, why tf are my friends starting to have beef with each other? settle up your problems like an adult, will ya? stop dragging people who knows nothing into your problem. babi

You see, thats why i stopped talking to you. You put the blames on me too :) The thing is, your problem happened because both of you are lack of communication. If you cant settle it within you two, dont drag ppl and try to gain the sympathy from them. You irked me, like A LOT. Things used to be fun and normal until you came. Why dont you just stay on your line? stop ruining our friendships.

fuck.

idk

          3 years and i came back. just to express all of my feelings. it's kinda hard tho to keep it to yourself for a long time so i decided to create this blog just to share what i feel. i just started my uni life and i feel lost and empty. Ever since i came back to Malaysia idk what to do. i'd rather stay at my house than socializing with ppl since im a 'socially-awkward'.

            It's a bit hard rn for me. Idk what i want in my life, i hv no goals, idk what to achieve, i dont want to continue my study tbh and i really wanna be alone. It's like im kinda give up with my life? But i dont want to die either. And why would i give up when i havent start anything yet? lol. What a joke. 

             Idk man...